Stream of Consciousness

is an experiment, a plaything, a place for Jay to toss ideas up in the air to see if they float. My Web pages, Internet Time Group and my personal page, haven't been as experimental as I'd like them to be.

In the broadest sense, meaning requires metaphor. Absent a context, our brains receive nothing but inscrutable fuzzy flashes of light and noise. So metaphor is good.

But metaphors get out of touch with the times. Here in cyberspace, the ultimate playground for the mind, we talk of sites (geography), pages (books), webs (for spiders), nets (which entrap), engines, files, folders, mark-up, and other anachronistic physical metaphors. I'd prefer to work with a bunch of thought-objects that I can assemble, take apart, and reassemble like Lego blocks. I want to be able to...

  • be building a dozen or more projects at once. (Pages seem more uncomfortable when only half-built than do Lego constructions.)
  • put together Lego widgets or modules, not knowing which Lego model(s) they'll end up becoming part of.
  • shuffle things around, organizing and reorganizing them as I go.
  • set up patterns, as with Wiki web (HTML for now, I guess)
  • jot down notes anytime, on the fly
  • share ideas, constructs, and connections with others
  • erase the artificial lines between "my" content and the net's; the net is my hard drive.
  • experiment with new ways of writing, shaping, organizing, planning, refining thoughts.
  • leave placeholders when a list or thought or whatever is not yet complete without the blanket "Don't blame me for screw-ups because I'm still working on it" implied by cutesy "Under Construction" roadsigns. For now, I'll insert a diminutive Mr. Bill when I plan to come back soonto add refinements.

HISTORICAL ARTIFACT: This page was a blog before Blogger.

I wanted a place to record passing thoughts but didn't know of software to do it with. I may have started this when I was creating pages with HotDog. Or perhaps it was with an early version of Dreamweaver.

Now I maintain six active Blogs on various topics.

 

 

 

does not recognize normal boundaries. The only rules are:

  • experimentation is encouraged
  • no thought crime
  • nothing is ever finished

Most of the sites I've created -- GrowMyBusiness, the Omega Institute, Portal-Select, Beacon Schools, Internet Time Machine, Berkeley Path Wanderers, the Morocco Chronicle -- started with a blank sheet of paper. is a design challenge because it incorporates material from former sites, my notes, and other sources. is the neo cortex forming around the www.InternetNet.com brain stem.


Out of the box...
and liking it

7/4/99 This morning I started pulling my old reference file into It's cumbersom: select text in Word, save as HTML, open in Dreamweaver, copy and paste into a template, save. But finally, I'm getting my hoard of process descriptions, quotations, lists, etc. out of Word and into an open format. Some of this stuff dates back to WordStar which was converted to WordPerfect and then through half a dozen flavors of MS Word. I've just converted Jokes, Jobs, Presentation, Information, and more. A new platform!  
If I really want to jazz this up, I might add excerpts from my Journals. Learned a six-hour lesson from Dreamweaver. I inadvertantly switched from document-specific references to site-specific links. Everything was hunky-dory until I moved the site to a different directory. Without a clear explanation, some of my pointers linked to impossible destinations. 404, 404, 404. I manually tweaked things -- and if my magic, other changes would creep in. Automatic software is dynamite but one little action can flip it out, piling errors on top of errors. Dang.

July 17, 1999. Last week in Orlando, my ThinkPad crashed, compelling me to revert to-pen-and-paper thinking. It's a good thing. Paper is a more flexible medium for brainstorming.After a table of contents, my former reference document -- 125 pages of notes, quotes, and how-to's -- began with a section on "Fundamentals." Chopping this into categories will make it more useful.

  • philosophy, universal footnotes, the Jayhoo! way
  • technique, e.g. how to behave
  • models (visuals, relationships, patterns)
  • drivel and b.s. (the dark side)

Alan Cooper's screed, The Inmates are Running the Asylum, pleas for user-focused design. I am going to create a few personas, surrogate users, to guide design at I'm enjoying the book although (1) I think a book on design warrants lots of pictures and (2) the text is easily twice as long as it needs to be to deliver the message.

Last night I posted fifty pages of research notes on the future of technology, organizations, business, people, and more.

 

 

   

July 26, 1999.

Years ago a friend told me he was perpetually afraid he would miss an appointment. I suggested he get a pocket calendar. Problem solved.

Now I'm becoming accustomed to receiving the same support from . When I come across an idea worth saving, I store it (or a pointer to it) either on this site or on my hard drive. The net is my aide-memoire.

For years I've kept a personal journal. The Journal is the Daily Ledger of my life, a place to record meetings & events, and also a place for reflection. I'm going to experiment with limiting the Journal to inner thoughts, confidential items, and ideas in formation. The factual stuff will go directly to

July 28, 1999. This morning a list on knowledge management pointed me to a site with a very clean style of presentation. It beats PowerPoint for simplicity and quick download time. A few buttons, spare graphics, restrained use of animated gifs, discrette but persistent labeling, crystal-clear navigation. The author addresses you rather than spouting platitudes. Each page carries a single graphic, in this case it's usually a Venn diagram, to reinforce the message. The table of contents is a flowchart-map. There's a practice exercise at the end that's emailed to the author.

Last night at a Software Forum SIG on ecommerce management, a fellow from Cisco read us page after page of PowerPoint-bulleted generalizations. It reinforced my belief in the power of story-telling. Drawing conclusions out of thin air insults the intelligence of the audience.

Today I'm going to put together a few sequences of ideas using the lean style I found this morning.

 

I gotta lose weight.

8/6/99, aboard the Sky Princess
Yesterday I sorted a hundred documents I'd downloaded into my Reference folders over the last six months. Cleaned some of them up. And today I'm going to link them to Jayhoo! meta-pages.

8/10/99, still at sea. I'm reading The User Illusion, learning how our conscious brains lie to us in order to make sense of what's going on in the unconscious. I need to help my "users" -- visitors to Jayhoo! and me, too -- feel in control of navigation and material.

8/16/99, Berkeley. The User Illusion has made me aware that consciousness is only a smidgen of what goes on in my head -- even though it acts as if it's the whole deal. And in control. The "nonconscious" brain is where most of the action takes place, where options are formulated, and where input from the senses is processes. The conscious brain simplifies and distorts what it receives from the nonconscious to create a mental tapestry that makes sense, something akin to weaving a logical story together from unrelated fragments from a dream.

It's going to be fun integrating this view of consciousness with recent findings in mindfulness, learning, and serendipity. Should I rename this page? Stream of Consciousness is low (16 bps) bandwidth.

August 21. Moorkinson's Law. Storage capacity disappears exponentially. Preparing to create a new front door here (jaycross.com), my ISP deleted Jayhoo! (No problem there; I was forewarned.) But getting ready to upload from my hard drive to the new location, I find that my files consume 60 MB; my allowance is 50 MB. I'm flipping some stuff to my other net accounts but it's frustrating not to be able to continue, free as a bird, adding whatever comes into my head.

September 25. I'm spending about 60% time in Silicon Valley these days, working in a building that once housed Next. Here are some of the billboards along my 45-mile commute down the Bayshore. (I am not making this up.)

c|net. Technology expert available 24/7. The source for computers & technology. cnet.com Lycos. (picture of dog). The fastest retriever in cyberspace. Lycos.com. Go get it.
No salary earning, no socks wearing, billionaire on paper, Internet CEO. Forbes The Internet could actually be good for your health. Planet rx.com. Health at your fingertips.
We've got to start meeting like this. Webex.com Linuxcare. Linuxcare.com
Experience extreme knowing. First in enterprise decision-support. Business Objects.

Who's watching your network?

Network Associates
(picture of woman in mini-skirt.)

Who's watching your network?

Network Associates
(picture of geek swordswallower)

Jaguar

Putnam Jaguar

www.putnamjaguar.com

Log on. Go nuts. Sony Direct.com. A whole new way to buy Sony. Give the people what they want. e-centives.com

Building the Internet infrastructure

Inktomi

Play with customer email? e-gain.com. Customer service solutoins for e-commerce.
e SAP Who's the leader in network security? www.checkpoint.com
All marketing is not equal. www.market-first.com You don't have a trust fund and no one rich wants to marry you. e-trade
Lots of software. No pants required. Beyond.com

Garden.com

Plants. Advice. Delivery

The information highway starts in Taiwan. Wow! tool. aveo.com
Buysoft.com. The Internet Software Superstore. Socialnet.com. Meet people you click with.
Who you going to listen to? audible.com Need a playmate? socialnet.com
fax me here. fax me there. fax me anywhere. get faxes by email. free. e-fax.com

Yahoo! A nice place to stay on the Internet. Newly remodeled chat rooms.

(sign decked out like an ad for a Reno hotel.)

imac unplugged.

Think Different.

road scholar

Think Different.

imac to go.

Think Different.

 

Another "Big Issue" of Forbes ASAP just arrived. Topic is Convergence. Insights are phenomenal.

"A great deal of today's excitement over convergence is stil what might be called 'small think.' As important as the convergence of computers, telephones, and television might be, or the convergence of, say, retailing and entertainment, or of agriculture and lasers, higher levels of convergence are potentially even more powerful. To reduce the concept to what's happening with computers and the media is to miss what could be the most profound consequences...."

"...technologies may converge with one another, but they also converge with elements of society and culture in ways that produce not simply profit for this or that company, or the restructuring of industries and economies, but, over time, the restructuring and convergence of whole civilizations."

Alvin and Heidi Toffler

"So, to sum up: Here we are, approaching the Great Convergence, thanks to the many others that went before. But this time, all of what I have described is about to happen again in spades, exacerbated by the fact that in the porcess of convergence and innovation, the only certainty is uncertainty and the only constant is change. Every convergence so far has therefore caught people napping because by definition you can't prepare for novelty. Particularly because in most cases innovation doesn't just provide a faster, cheaper, easier way to do what you were doing before. It also generates new things, ideas, and ways of living that weren't there previously."

James Burke

"Among the bridging disciplines born of biology is cognitive neuroscience, also popularly know as the brain sciences. Its techniques include PET and MRI, which are used to map mental activity difectly, and nearly in real time. The internal classification of visual images, and other advanced thought processes, are tracked as metabolic activity in the brain. The procedures are improving in space-time resolution and being linked to other modes of analysis in biology and psychology. It is not unreasonable to suppose that the physical basis of thought can be pinned to nerve-cell circuitry, surges of neurotransmitters, and mediation by hormones. The conscious mind itself can be decoded as scenarios representing sensory perceptions of the present world, as well as scenarios remembered and imagined. The self then becomes the principal actor on the internal stage -- part of the physicochemcial process, not an ethereal spirit witnessing the play. The neurobiologists have only begun such formulations, but they appear well positioned to solve the mind-body probblem, the great conundrum that has broken the pen of thinker upon thinker through the ages."

Edward O. Wilson

"This great synthesis we are supposed to be witnessing, in which time collapses, distances conflate, work becomes play, science blends with religion, and the lion and the lamb lie down together and email sweet nothings in the chat room of history -- this great convergence breeds enthusiasts....I am not enthusiastic about this."

Andrew Ferguson

"There are patterns to history, but they are seldom as simple as a straight line, or even a sine wave. The shape of historical repetition is closer to a helix -- things come around again but on a different plane."

Michael Milken

"But topping even that, in 1997, in what is surely this decade's most explosive discovery, photons were shown to be cognizant of other photons in the universe, a situation described as "entangled states." Such cosmic kumbaya hints at a communications medium in the universe that is instnat. Instant would be to the speed of light as light is to a dying snail in your driveway. Instant suggests that God really could stay in touch with all his creatures."

Rich Karlgaard

If many magazines were this rich with ideas, I'd be tempted to give up books. And did I mention that the articles are punctuated with stunning charts on subjects like the convergence of technologies? All that and Forbes ASAP is available on the web. For free.

Last week's Sunday New York TImes was another mindblower. A 100o years of art.

October 14, 1999. Busy days. I'm into idea mapping, finding it quite useful for thinking things through.

November 24, 1999. I'm feeling on top of the world. New computer at home with 19" monitor, 20 gig hard drive, DSL connection, working scanner and printer. Sony VAIO laptop, lightweight, nifty looking, very functional. Several challenging projects. Life is good.

There's something in the air that smells like the sixties. In 1969, even though I was an Army officer in Germany, revolution felt at hand. Protests, fantastic songs, flower children roaming the globe, defying authority, ripe for change, stop the war, do your own thing, crazy people in the streets, Number 9 - Number 9 - Number 9, Woodstock, Easy Rider, four dead in Ohio, the underground. It felt like any day now people would storm the barricades, put down the pigs, take things into their own hands, stop the war, empower the people, make love in the streets, free the slaves, and return to simple values.

Today the waves of a tsunami lap our shores. Unimaginable breakthroughs in electronics and communications. New ways of thinking. Personal media unleashed. Free agents. Everything connected to everything else. Waiting being replaced by real time. It's not just greener over the hill -- the valleys are paved with diamonds. I'm beginning to think that e-Business is a metaphor for the information society. Things are happening fast. So fast they undergo a phase change. Ice melts into water, society melts into chaos.

January 21, 2000. This millennium I've read Million Dollar Consulting by Alan Weiss, Zen Computer by Philip Toshio Sudo, How to Think Like Leonardo da Vinci by Michael J. Gelb, The Innovator's Dilemma by Clayton Christensen, Life 102, What to do when your guru sues you by Peter McWilliams, and Seurat by John Russell. Now I'm into Carl Hiassen's Sick Puppy, The Story of Time, and Net Ready. The bookshelf is groaning under the weight of many, many others to read: Howard Gardiner's latest, Geoffrey Moore's latest, Ray Kurtzweil's latest, Timothy Galwey's latest, yadda, yadda, yadda.

In a quest to capture things flying by, I've started recording interesting shit in a log and useful information on e-Learning and performance topics in a research notes file. This is at best an interim solution -- it's too cumbersome. I don't mind writing in HTML -- in fact, it's often superior to Word -- but the files are in different spots and not easily accessed from multiple locations.


February 5, 2000. This week Wayne Hodgins and I finished writing our vision paper for the Commission on Technology and Adult Learning. This one's a little far out there -- five to ten years from now, written for a group of policymakers that includes both savvy and unclued participants. Caution: It's a 960 KB Acrobat file.

   Stream of Consciousness Log jay @ 25-Apr-00
 

I'm testing a simpler way to add from the streaming thoughts....

And the experiment was a success! Stream of Consciousness continues as blog.